I am so back.. :)

To a friend who i followed his blog just today. Thanks for being my inspiration for writing and posting here again..:)

My last post here was on June 18, 2008 and now I am back . And guess what? October 18, 2012. :)

I never expected this !

S I N G L E

Life of being single again!.

I know it was really hard for me of being single again.
But at least i learn from my mistakes.
I don't know if it was a mistake but i guess he just only decided.
It really hurts to hear those words.
But all i have to do is to accept of what is reality.

.......speechless....

I'm not tired of loving him,
But maybe I'm tired of sacrificing my love for him.
It's not what he think that i taken him for granted.
Or maybe he just misunderstood it.!

As what I experienced now.
My love for him is really true and fix.
But he take me away from him coz' he found someone better than me.('maybe'?)

And now I love him more and more.
But all i have to do is to STOP because he has another someone to share his love and care.
It really hurts to hear him when he says that he was happy now.

And all i ask is there happiness.

.... speechless nasad ko..


sooon....

hope ill be OK soon..

All i'll ever ask

All i'll ever ask


Love means so many different things
But youre all that matters
And this is all Ill ever ask of you

Tell me your dreams, so they can be mine too
Let me be there to help them come true

Tell me your fears, when you feel afraid
Come to my arms let me rock them away

Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

Come to my shoulder when you need to weep
Wake me up, when you cannot sleep

Talk to me, when you want to be heard
Be silent with me, when you cant say a word

Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

I cant swear youll never have to cry another tear
But when you want someone to hold you
Im always right here

So just take my had when you stumble and fall
Call my name, it yours to call

Feel my faith in you when you cant find your own
And always remember that youre never alone

Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

All i'll ever ask

All i'll ever ask


Love means so many different things
But youre all that matters
And this is all Ill ever ask of you

Tell me your dreams, so they can be mine too
Let me be there to help them come true

Tell me your fears, when you feel afraid
Come to my arms let me rock them away

Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

Come to my shoulder when you need to weep
Wake me up, when you cannot sleep

Talk to me, when you want to be heard
Be silent with me, when you cant say a word

Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

I cant swear youll never have to cry another tear
But when you want someone to hold you
Im always right here

So just take my had when you stumble and fall
Call my name, it yours to call

Feel my faith in you when you cant find your own
And always remember that youre never alone

Thats all Ill ever ask, Thats all Ill ever ask,
Thats all Ill every ask
Of you

being inlove

Being inlove is wonderful,
But sometimes.....
Being inlove getting us paranoid.

We know being inlove makes us happy nor sad.
We know love make us inspired
And sometimes expired...

Love conquers all as they said..
And for me its really true.

feelings

My heart push me to write it here in my blog of what a burden or feeling i feel right now.
It's just a situation or time when your heart gets tired. And now I feel the tiredness within my heart. I feel I'm not worthy and I think nobody loves me at all.
I had this feeling that i can't really hide. I can't sleep and eat well because of too much thinking. I just cry and get along with others just to

MY OWN WORST ENEMY

by: Lit

Can we forget about the things I said
When I was drunk
I didn't mean to call you that
I can't remember what was said or what you threw at me
Please tell me, please tell me Why
My car is in the front yard,
And I'm Sleeping with my clothes on
Came in through the window last night
And your gone
Gone
It's no suprise to me I am my own worst enemy
'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me
The smoke alarm is going off,
And there's a cigarette Still burning,
Please tell me why my car is in the front yard
And I'm sleeping with my clothes on
Came in through the window last night and your gone
Gone please tell me why my car is in the front yard
And I'm sleeping with my clothes on
I came in through the window last night
It's no suprise to me
I am my own worst enemy
'Cause every now and then I kick the living shit out of me
Can we forget about the things I said
When I was drunk
I didn't mean to call you that

The MVP race will come down to...

With less than a quarter of the NBA season left, it's time to get serious about the awards voting. Some are easier than others.

Kobe and LeBron have treated fans to quite a show this year. (Stephen Dunn / Getty Images)

We won't get into those yet because, well, they won't require the hemming and hawing that voting for the Most Valuable Player Award generally does. Sometimes, it's obvious, most of the time, it's not — and that comes from more than 20 years of experience.

This year is no different. Voting for five is no problem because there are five great candidates. Moving from East to West, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to come up with Kevin Garnett, LeBron James, Dwight Howard, Chris Paul and Kobe Bryant. Some people can even make a case for others. Manu Ginobili comes to mind as a sleeper for the top five, and the same may go for Tracy McGrady if the Rockets continue on their amazing pace ... but don't count on either one to jump into the fray.

Now that we've settled on a quintet, let's break them down.

Garnett has already won the award (2003) in the middle of a historic run of six consecutive seasons of at least 20 points, 10 rebounds and 5 assists. This is different, because this is about leadership and presence that has changed the persona of the Celtics. However, they did very well when he was injured before the All-Star break. His stats — 18.8 points, 9.8 rebounds and 3.5 assists — are modest by his standards, and more reflective of involving his teammates while doing what it takes to have the best record in the league.

The Magic would be nowhere without Howard, who leads the team in scoring, rebounding and blocks — all career-highs — and tops the league in rebounding. He has become the most dominant center in the game, averaging 21.8 points, 14.5 rebounds and 2.3 blocks per game. The frightening thing is he just turned 23 and is getting bigger and better.

That takes us to James, whose is leading the NBA in scoring at 30.8 points to go with 8.1 rebounds and 7.4 assists — the latter two career-highs. The combination of stats makes him worthy of comparison to the greatest player in history, also at the ripe age of 23. Remember, too, he has missed six games plus was injured early and did not return in a blowout loss to Detroit; the Cavs were 0-7 in those games. He also leads the league in fourth-quarter scoring and the Cavs lead the league with 15 wins when trailing going into the fourth quarter.

Paul has exploded this season with career-bests in all the vital categories (including shooting percentages) with 21.3 points, 11.0 assists and 2.7 steals. He leads the league in steals and is second in assists, and has controlled the tempo in virtually every game they've played. Conversely, when he suffered through ankle problems last season, the Hornets did not make the playoffs. They've been near the top of the West since November.

And that brings us to Bryant, who has led the Lakers to the No. 1 seed in the West, which is rather stunning when you consider he wanted out of the organization almost up until opening night. But he stayed focused, the team started well and then the Lakers stole Pau Gasol in February to start a 15-3 run. In fact, it's even tempting to make Grizzlies owner Michael Heisley and general manager Chris Wallace the co-MVPs for handing the Lakers a potential title on a silver platter.

Nonetheless, the story is Bryant, who despite a torn ligament in his right pinky that will require surgery is averaging 28.2 points, 6.5 rebounds, 5.1 assists and 2.0 steals — right on his career marks.

With about 20 games left, things won't change much for the leading candidates, short of injury. And upon further review, the Celtics' 7-2 mark without Garnett hurts him more than the others. As for Howard, the fact that the Magic probably can't be serious contenders in the East may take him out of the MVP picture, too.

Paul and the Hornets are in a very similar situation, although New Orleans is a better team overall. That pushes Paul to third.

And that leaves us where we figured to be anyway — the impossible decision between Bryant and James. Bryant is a newer, bigger model of Michael Jordan, and James is a newer, bigger version of Bryant. Bryant is a better pure shooter and defender, but James is a more natural passer, much stronger and a better rebounder. James taking the Cavs to the Finals last year doesn't factor into this season, though that 0-7 mark when he's out is like a neon light.

But the Lakers are nowhere without Bryant either. It's almost as if his conniption fit over the summer slapped sense into him, and he's showing leadership like never before. He's not only playing through the hand injury, but playing so well that the injury is scarcely remembered anymore.

Because of the transition he's made and where the Lakers are today, he's earned his first MVP. James will have his day soon enough; and he might win the award anyway.

But from our vantage point, that leaves us with this:

1. Kobe Bryant
2. LeBron James
3. Chris Paul
4. Kevin Garnett
5. Dwight Howard

Out of Reach

Verse 1
Knew the signs wasn’t right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

Chorus
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

Verse 2
Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

Chorus
But I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be

Bridge
So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You’ll be out of my mind
I’ll be over you

Chorus
And know I’m
So confused
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn’t see
We were never met to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there for me

Pit SenyoR!!!

Pit Senyor everyone...bisan init og uwan ana nga day, at least i enjoy..hehehe..